摘自波拉語錄
使徒行傳
他們聚集的時候，問耶穌說：「主啊，你復興以色列國就在這時候嗎？」 耶穌對他們說：「父憑著自己的權柄所定的時候、日期，不是你們可以知道的。但聖靈降臨在你們身上，你們就必得著能力，並要在耶路撒冷、猶太全地和撒馬利亞，直到地極，作我的見證。」說了這話，他們正看的時候，他就被取上升，有一朵雲彩把他接去，便看不見他了。 當他往上去，他們定睛望天的時候，忽然有兩個人身穿白衣站在旁邊，說：「加利利人哪，你們為什麼站著望天呢？這離開你們被接升天的耶穌，你們見他怎樣往天上去，他還要怎樣來。」
當耶穌升天後，他們便歡歡喜喜地離去。耶穌升天時天使簇擁著祂，但耶穌並沒有直接升天，反而放慢腳步，望向遙遠的西方，那是人眼所不及之處，那裡有一片小小地烏雲正下著雨。
耶穌走過去說：我兒！你為何哭泣？一旁的天使們赫然發現，那曾是他們的同伴。追隨撒旦，如今慘不忍睹羽翼凋零散落滿地，身體憔悴骯髒，如同從糞坑爬出惡臭無比，完全失去昔日的光彩。
魔鬼背對著耶穌說：因為我軟弱、流淚，被撒旦凌辱，並且以枷鎖綑綁，使我動彈不得。撒旦殘暴折磨並斥責我說：我們魔鬼是心狠手辣、不流淚、心如鐵般的剛硬，人類的滅絕是我們的喜悅。
耶穌再次問他說：我兒你為何哭泣？是因為羽翼凋落嗎？是因為身體憔悴惡臭嗎？是因為被枷鎖綑綁嗎？是因為被鞭擊嗎？是因為失去昔日的光彩嗎？還是失去威權嗎？
魔鬼回答：我哭泣不是因為羽翼凋落，不是因為身體憔悴、惡臭，不是因為被枷鎖綑綁，不是因為被鞭擊，不是因為失去昔日的光彩，更不是失去威權。是因為我逼迫你的兒女。
耶穌說：你逼迫人類。
魔鬼說：不！只有你的兒女。
耶穌說：所有人類都是我的兒女。
魔鬼說：我只逼迫你忠信的兒女。至於那些沒有恩慈、嫉妒、自誇、張狂、作害羞的事、求自己的益處、輕易發怒、計算人的惡、喜歡不義，不喜歡真理、不包容、不相信、不盼望、不忍耐的，他們早已歸屬於撒但的羽翼下，不需浪費時間引誘他們，因為他們早已墮落、殺人、放火、擄掠、姦淫、墮胎、說謊…….. 不承認錯誤的，反而控訴是被我們魔鬼誘惑而犯罪的，事實上是他們自己乖謬、自私利己、邪惡的行為。
耶穌說：既然你沒有恩慈、嫉妒、自誇、張狂、作害羞的事、 求自己的益處、輕易發怒、計算人的惡、喜歡不義，不喜歡 真 理，不包容、不相信、不盼望、不忍耐 、墮落，殺人、放火、擄掠、姦淫、墮胎、說謊…….. 不承認錯誤是自己私慾所引發的，你為何哭泣呢？
魔鬼說：我哭泣，事情是因為……撒但要我引誘忠信的孕婦珍泰蘇亞墮胎，每次誘惑她，使她有墮胎的念頭，珍泰蘇亞卻持續堅定地向主祈禱求幫助，我日以繼夜的引誘她，甚至誘導醫生告訴她，胎兒有問題，然而她堅持要將孩子生下來，我甚至讓她恍神跌倒，她祈禱地更殷勤，我使她心力憔悴無力生產。撒但集結群魔攪擾她的生產，她身心俱疲加上難產，醫生告訴珍泰蘇亞的家人，嬰孩恐怕保不住，醫生們盡力搶救珍泰蘇亞，然而珍泰蘇亞產前堅持要保住嬰孩，家人及醫生尊重珍泰蘇亞的決定，雖然醫生盡了全力…….但是母子還是撒手人寰…….此時撒但及群魔狂歡慶祝，又除掉神的忠信兒女。
當我看到天使將他們的靈魂帶走時，當母子二人升天時，他們的眼神與我交會，似乎他們明白一切所發生的事，他們溫柔的眼神，卻如利刃刺透我的心，雖然我沒心沒肝，然而那時我卻有了存在感，這是好久好久以前在天堂熟悉的感覺，我流下眼淚，向他們鞠躬致歉，卻被撒但和群魔見著，又是一陣殘酷無情的折磨與譏笑…. 我被放逐…被懲罰並以熾熱的枷鎖綑綁著我，我被折磨的不成形。然而那母子見著我的慘狀，卻日夜不停的為我祈禱，我羞愧不已，真希望我不曾存在。希望我從來沒有跟隨過撒旦、我希望能重新選擇…..我希望…..我希望…..然而我卻陷入絕望中……
耶穌說：孩子！回家吧！
魔鬼說：回不去了，沒有人會要我，你看看我這副模樣，甚至連我都唾棄自己….. 你看看這千年熾熱的枷鎖捆綁著我….沒有人知道我孤寂地在極地深處哀哭著….
耶穌說：孩子，不是只有你哀哭，從你離開我時，我就為你哀哭、流淚，我在十字架上，我的血為你而流。我升天時沒有忘記你，我要帶著你返回天家….
魔鬼：可是我被千年熾熱的枷鎖捆綁著…..
耶穌：孩子！看著我…..
魔鬼：魔鬼背對著耶穌，我沒臉見人，我的臉被撒但打爛了….
耶穌：好吧！孩子！讓我牽起你的手。
魔鬼：我的手腳都被撒但打斷了，無法舉起來。
耶穌：孩子！讓我抱起你。
魔鬼：你不會願意抱我，沒有人願意，我全身惡臭，撒但將糞便、屍體傾倒在我身上。
耶穌：孩子！我不但願意擁你入懷，我要親吻你，我還要帶你回天家。
羅馬書
誰能使我們與基督的愛隔絕呢？難道是患難嗎？是困苦嗎？是逼迫嗎？是飢餓嗎？是赤身露體嗎？是危險嗎？是刀劍嗎？ 如經上所記：「我們為你的緣故終日被殺，人看我們如將宰的羊。」 然而，靠著愛我們的主，在這一切的事上已經得勝有餘了。 因為我深信：無論是死，是生，是天使，是掌權的，是有能的，是現在的事，是將來的事，是高處的，是低處的，是別的受造之物，都不能叫我們與神的愛隔絕；這愛是在我們的主基督耶穌裡的。
哥林多前書
愛是恆久忍耐，又有恩慈，愛是不嫉妒，愛是不自誇，不張狂， 不做害羞的事，不求自己的益處，不輕易發怒，不計算人的惡， 不喜歡不義，只喜歡真理； 凡事包容，凡事相信，凡事盼望，凡事忍耐。 愛是永不止息。
The story of Jesus/ dark cloud
Act 1:6-11
When they therefore were come together, they asked of him, saying, Lord, wilt thou at this time restore again the kingdom to Israel? And he said unto them, It is not for you to know the times or the seasons, which the Father hath put in his own power. But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth. And when he had spoken these things, while they beheld, he was taken up; and a cloud received him out of their sight. And while they looked stedfastly toward heaven as he went up, behold, two men stood by them in white apparel; 1Which also said, Ye men of Galilee, why stand ye gazing up into heaven? this same Jesus, which is taken up from you into heaven, shall so come in like manner as ye have seen him go into heaven.
When Jesus ascended to heaven, Apostles left happily. Jesus ascended to heaven, angels surrounded him, but Jesus did not directly ascend to heaven. Instead, he slowed down and looked to the far west. It was beyond human’s vision. Jesus saw a raining dark cloud.
Jesus walked over and said: My son! Why are you crying? The angels on the side suddenly realized that it had been their companion.
Following Satan, now I can’t bear to see the feathers withered and scattered all over the ground, the body is haggard and dirty, it’s like crawling out of a dung pit with a terrible stench. It completely loses its former glory.
The devil turned his back to Jesus and said: Because I was weak and weeping, I was flogged by Satan and bound with shackles, making me unable to move. Satan tortured and rebuked me cruelly: you should know we devils are cruel and do not shed tears, and our hearts are as hard as irons. The extinction of mankind is our supreme joy.
Jesus asked him again: Why are you crying, my son? Is it because the wings are withered? Is it because the body is haggard and stench? Is it because of being bound by chains? Is it because of being flogged? Is it because of losing its former glory? Or lose authority?
The devil replied: I was not crying because my wings were withered, not because my body was haggard and stench, not because I was bound by shackles, not because I was flogged, not because I lost my former glory, not even because I lose my authority. It’s because I persecute your children.
Jesus said: You persecute my creation. The
Devil said: No! Only your children.
Jesus said: All human beings are my children.
The Devil said: I only persecute your faithful children. As for those who are not kind, jealous, boastful, arrogant, do shy things, ask themselves, get angry, count people’s evil, like injustice, don’t like the truth, don’t tolerate, don’t believe, don’t hope, and can’t bear it, they Already belonged to the wings of Satan, there is no need to waste time to seduce them, because they have already fallen, murdered, set fire, looted, fornication, abortion, lie… Not only don’t admit their mistakes, Instead, the accusation is the temptation from the devil. In fact, it is from their own perverse, selfish and self-interested evil thoughts.
Jesus said: Since you are not kind, jealous, boasting, arrogant, doing shy things, patience, depravity, murder, arson, captivity, adultery, abortion, lying…Don’t admit that mistakes are caused by your own selfish desires. Why you cry.
The devil said: I cry, the thing is… Satan wants me to seduce the faithful pregnant woman Zhentai Suya to have an abortion. Every time I tempt her to have an idea of abortion, Zhentai Suya firmly prays and ask God to help her. I am working day and night. I tempted her and even told her through the doctor that there was a problem with her fetus. However, she insisted on giving birth to the baby. I even made her fall into a daze. She prayed more diligently, and I made her mentally awkward and unable to give birth. Satan assembled a group of demons to disturb her childbirth. She was exhausted and had difficult to give birth. The doctor told Zhentai Suya’s family that the baby may not be able to keep it. The doctors tried their best to rescue the Zhentai Suya, before childbirth she insist on keeping the baby. The family and the doctor respected the decision of Zhentai Suya. Although the doctor did his best…but the mother and the child were still dead…At that time, Satan and the group of demons reveled in celebration and eliminated a faithful daughter of God.
When I saw the angels take their spirits away, and when the mother and son ascended to heaven, we had eye contact. It seemed that they understood everything what happened. Their gentle eyes pierced my heart like a sharp blade, although I’m heartless, but at that time I had a sense of existence. This was a familiar feeling from a long, long time ago. I shed tears and bowed and apologized to them, but I was seen by Satan and the demons. It was another cruel and merciless torture. Sneer…. Banish… was punished and bound with blazing shackles, tortured out of shapeless. The mother and son, seeing my misery, prayed for me day and night.
I am so ashamed, I hope that I never existed, I hope that I have not follow Satan, I hope to be able to choose again…I hope…I hope…But I fell into despair..
Jesus said: my son! go home!
The devil said: no way go back, no one wants me. Look at my appearance, and even I cast aside myself …..Look at this thousand-year-old blazing hackles that bind me…No one knows that I was crying lonely deep in the polar regions…
Jesus said: My son, you are not alone in crying. Since you left me, I mourn for you with tears. I was on the cross, and my blood shed for you. I did not forget to take you back to heaven when I ascended to heaven… .
Devil: But I am bound by the fiery shackles of thousands years…
Jesus: son! look at me…..
Devil: devil turn his back on Jesus, I have no face to see people, my face was by Satan…
Jesus: then! My son! Let me hold your hand.
Devil: My hands and feet were broken by Satan, and I couldn’t lift its up.
Jesus: Son! Let me hold you up.
Devil: You won’t want to hold me. No one wants to. My body stinks, Satan spills feces and corpses all over my body.
Jesus: my son! I am not only willing to hold you in my arms and I want to kiss you, I want to take you back to heaven.
That’s unbearable to see the blurry face turned to Jesus, a faint dying voice
Devil: Lord! I do not deserve! I will defile your heaven…
Romans 8:35-39
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
1Cor 13:4-7
Love is patient and is kind; love doesn’t envy. Love doesn’t brag, is not proud, doesn’t behave itself inappropriately, doesn’t seek its own way, is not provoked, takes no account of evil; doesn’t rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
